Little Emotional

So, I think I need to find a psychologist of some sort - I am such an emo, it's really unbelievable. I'm not emo in the sense that I would cut myself or only wear black or what ever it is that their stereotype tells us about them. What I mean is that it takes literally almost nothing to get tears in my eyes - like watching X-Factor - someone got voted off and I didn't even see her crying, she was just hugging her dad and I was almost crying. I was watching What Not To Wear and there was this emotionless girl who finally sort of showed some emotion and I was almost crying. I heard a beautiful song by Mariah Carey and I almost cried. 

Like.. what the heck. Where is this coming from. What is happening. How come I can't say nothing makes me cry anymore. I don't understand. What do I do? :D Help!? 

New Lesson

I think I'm learning how to be a friend right now.

When I hear that my friend has a problem or is not happy or just is going through a difficult time, my first thought is - how can I fix it. And then I try and try and try to fix it - fix them... to the point where they don't feel like they can come to me just for a chat because I will start trying to fix them, immediately, giving advice they haven't asked for, telling them things they're tired of hearing... when all they need is just someone who would spend time with them, like good old times. Like they aren't broken, like they're not just a project. The dumbest thing in all this is - I try to help and help and help (even though they haven't asked me to) and then I get frustrated because they're not taking my advice and they're not getting any better. Hah, what a silly goose.

So, the lesson I've just learned, is , I think, a really good one. I can show the love of Jesus without punching them in the face with a Bible. Yes it does indeed make sense.